Winter

"It really beats hard whenever i see Jane. It beats so hard that it's hard to breath,but i love that feeling of joy. It feels more like,i'm breathing in Jane than air. It's like i am breathing in the air around Jane."-Winter Woods-

What is it?

Abis upload poto di instagram, jadi suka buka IG sendiri setelahnya, buat nengokin poto yang barusan diupload. Abis ngepost ocehan di blog, setelahnya buka- buka blog sendiri, buat nengok itu tulisan.
Ini apa namanya? Fettish? Narsis? Narsis super level?
O man...emang ada yang lepas baut ini di kepala (atau jiwa?).
Weirdo.

Baper-ing

Well, first, i miss using Korean language so bad, i write some here in hangul.

이틀 동안 잠을 늦게 자요. 드라마를 보기 떼무내 아이구.. 결과가 아침때 일해한데 이러나기가 너무 싫어.
졸린데 기분이 아주 촣다 ㅋㅋㅋ when he smiles, i am baper to maximum level.

Free Time And Something Else

Yap.
Got A LOT of free time even during my work-hours. Kadang mati gaya loh ngisi waktunya.Hahahaa kadang kalo lagi banyak mah sampe ga ke-handle kerjaannya dalam sehari.

Sekarang jadwal ngisi free-time nya mah: ngegame 2 biji- sialnya, dua-dua cuma bisa dimaenin sehari sekali-, baca webtoon -updetnya seminggu sekali-,daaaaan browsing, chatting sama pacar kalo dia sedang ga diserbu pelanggan eh nasabah. Bosen kan yes?
Mangkanya kalo dikasi yang ribet dikit kerjaan itu rada bahagia. Seringnya bawa pe-er sendiri sih dari rumah. Kaya perbaiki akun pinterest yang kelupaan password, atau nyari resep, iya nyari doang ga praktek -.-

Webtoon yang dibaca mah buanyaaaak hahahaha sakit hatinya pas lagi asik eh bersambung dan selamat menanti tujuh hari lagi. Cuma ya sabar, biar jangan kaya anak 4L4Y yang ngomen di bawah halaman webtoon, isinya minta diupdet mulu, dikira komikusnya kentut komik kali yee... Mangkanya males liat versi Indo ya itu, komennya kurang indah di pandang. Kalo versi Eng, komennya emang fokus ke komik, isi komik, dan kegemesan pembaca sama tokoh utama (biasanya cowo) yang supaa cuteeee *fangirl's in da house

Webtoon yang sedih juga ada, yang bikin baper mah buanyaaak...


Ah, kemaren ada unexpected result yet expected event (sok inggris mah padahal bingung itu bener apa kaga). Well, kayanya kita semua udah grown up dan moving on yah. So this is my cue to do the same. Nice to see you again, even we won't have those same bond like when we're young. Nice progress tho. I will embrace this :)
Thank you boy for encouraging me, this stupid will remain the same stubborn stupid girl and do same old mistakes without you.
XO

My January

Kalo awal taun ini ngomong sama saya, mungkin sebagian orang bakal ngerasa sebel. Karena omongan saya ga jauh-jauh dari soal persiapan nikah *lol
Tabah-tabah dikit ya kalo ngomong sama saya sekarang ini. Saya nya juga sadar diri dan ngurang-ngurangin bahas soal pelaminan,dekor,gaun,dan kawan sejawatnya.
Lumayan ada temen yang bakal nikah dan resepsi duluan,jadi separo price list segala vendor sudah dapat dari dia duluan muahahaha...
Udah berapa persen?
Doooh,masih secuil. Acaranya juga masih berbulan-bulan lagi. Masih agak nyantai. Seru sih walaupun bikin pusing juga hahaha
Nyobain gaun yang kembangnya ala ala princess itu asik bingit. Ini jadinya malah fokus mau keliling vendor gaun. Hahahaha kemarin suka banget satu gaun warna dark blue,cuma kalo pake nikah warna itu hahahaha banyak yang protes kayanya. Padahal ga pa-pa ya.
Jadinya stick to the plan,nikahnya pake putih deh. Putih-gold palingan. Karena termasuk tipe yang ga suka gaun nikah warna warni,kecuali kalo diizinin,suka nya warna gelap. Kaya item-gold kan syakep.
Kata temen kaya nikahan deddy corbuzier ntar kalo pake item.

Nyari make up artist aja pusing ampun. Karena kebanyakan referensi. Jadi ini,tutup mata aje. Pasrah deh ntar cakep ga cakep bentukan saya ntar.

Soal jumlah undangan,nomor belakangan hahaha karena papa mama juga bingung bagi-bagi kuota undangan.
Udah ah..tetiba males,gatau nulis paan lagi..ciao

After Effect

Abis baca satu buku lagi dari Jojo Moyes "The Girl You Left Behind".
Oh,suc*k! Nyesek after effect nya itu berdenyut. Emang dasar aku nya aja yang baperan tak ketolongan.
Ceritanya ada 2 part,kira-kira. Setting tahun 1914an, waktu jaman-jaman perang dunia, sama masa kekinian. Aku lebih tertarik sama part yang bagian 1914an nya,karena disitulah ceritanya mulai hehehe..
Soal Sophie, yang cinta banget sama suaminya sampe setengah mati, ngorbanin semua dari diri dia,include kehormatan, demi bisa liat suaminya hidup-hidup. Yep, at that time,laki kan mesti pigi perang. Dan kalo ketangkep sama Jerman, dijadiin budak kerja paksa. Yang ujungnya besar sekali kemungkinan mati ditembak ato mati sakit.
Perjuangannya Sophie itu loh. Dengan segala orang yang ngejudge. Sigh.
Bagus amat sih nulisnya MbakBro Jojo Moyes ituh.
Sukur, happy ending yang kali ini ya. Jadi,biarpun baperan, nyesek sisanya masih ada, tapi bisa move on dengan segera dari ceritanya. Ga kaya "Me Before You". Omaigat, seminggu belom move on ada tuh.

Balik lagi ke Sophie, maygat..tu orang kota ga paham dikit ya pinternya ngehakimin aja. Emang ga masuk kategorri seratus persen bener sih tindakannya, tapi who am i to judge her. Kelakuan sendiri aja ga beres, ngapain nilai- nilai orang -lalu curhat-
Enough.

Ah,yes..welcome 2016. Please..jangan ada quarter life crisis lagi diantara kita.

The Song

Lagu ini bungcud sekali hahaha merangkum satu cerita dengan simpel aja sih, tapi ngena, at least di saya. Sampe bela-belain ngetik di komputer kantor karena hengpon canggih aku sudah tak punya huwo huwooh...
Ini lagu mangtaps nya di dengerin sambil liat MV nya sih, ekspresi penyanyi itu mewakili sekali.



"It was only a smile but my heart it went wild
And I wasn't expecting that
Just a delicate kiss, anyone could've missed
I wasn't expecting that
Did I misread the sign? Your hand slipped into mine
I wasn't expecting that
You spent the night in my bed, you woke up and you said
"Well, I wasn't expecting that"

I thought love wasn't meant to last,
I thought you were just passing through
If I ever get the nerve to ask
What did I get right to deserve somebody like you?

I wasn't expecting that
It was only a word, it was almost mis-heard
'Cause I wasn't expecting that
But it came without fear, a month turned into a year
And I wasn't expecting that

I thought love wasn't meant to last,
I thought you were just passing through
If I ever get the nerve to ask
What did I get right to deserve somebody like you?
I wasn't expecting that

Isn't it strange how a life can be changed
In the flicker of the sweetest smile
We were married in spring
You know I wouldn't change a thing
Without an innocent kiss, what a life I'd have missed,

If you'd not took a chance on a little romance
When I wasn't expecting that
Time doesn't take long, three kids up and gone
And I wasn't expecting that
And when the nurses they came, said its come back again
I wasn't expecting that
Then you closed your eyes, took my heart by surprise
And I wasn't expecting that!"
-Jamie Lawson- Wasn't expecting that-